May 30, 2014
At the age of 17, after some years of rebellion, the Lord brought me to such deep conviction and anxiety about my life that I finally came to Him in full surrender. It was the single greatest moment of turning in my life, other than my salvation.
My dad counseled me to get a sheet of paper, write on the top ""Sin List,"" and ask the Lord to show me anything in my life that needed to be confessed to Him. He further instructed me to circle those sins in which I had hurt someone else and then to go and seek their forgiveness. I filled seven legal pad pages, front and back.
The conversations I had with others were some of the most important steps I have ever taken. I remember the last phone conversation as if it were yesterday and the wonderful joy of knowing that there was no one that I had sinned against (that I was aware of) that I had not sought to the best of my ability to rectify. I later came to realize this as the clearing of the conscience...and one of the most valuable ongoing disciplines of the believer's life.
No one understood this better than King David. A man of great righteousness, but also of great sin. His expression in Psalm 32 gives us one of the most powerful texts in the Bible on the tragic effects of NOT dealing with your sin and the beauty of getting honest before God and man.
'WHEN I KEPT SILENT""
...about my sin,"" begins David’s lament about the painful consequences of an unclear conscience. (verse 1)
""My body wasted away...my vitality was drained away as with the fever heat of summer."" (verse 3, 4) A believer who is covering sin feels it, literally and physically. In fact, I believe that some of our physical ills are literally brought on by the emotional effects of any unclear conscience.
""...through my groaning all day long."" (verse 3) When we are unwilling to face and deal with our iniquity, we find ourselves troubled and distressed. We are ""emotionally down"" and blame everything under the sun (except our unwillingness to face up to our sin). Often, in our current day, we seek the remedy of medication, when honest confession is the answer.
""For day and night Your hand was heavy upon me."" (verse 4) Spurgeon said, ""Better the world on your shoulders like Atlas, than God's hand upon you, like David."" God loves His children. When they are running from His best, He is relentless in His conviction. We feel the loss of His presence and the heavy pressure of His conviction.
The value of all of this pressure (and the purpose) is to bring us to what Paul describes as a godly sorrow that leads to a ""repentance without regrets"" (2 Corinthians 7:10). Repentance is not just an acknowledging of sin, but a turning brought about by a genuine hatred of our sin and longing for God's direction.
""I ACKNOWLEDGED MY SIN TO YOU""
David shows us the simple path of confession. Because of the sufficiency of the cross, all our sins are forgiven for the believer. We humbly come in honest repentance about our sin and remember and rejoice in our cleansing. ""My iniquity I did not hid; I said, 'I will confess my transgressions to the Lord'; and You forgave the guilt of my sin."" (verse 5)
...is the theme of the cleansed conscience! We now experience
All of these are always there for the receiving, but are hidden by our dishonesty. Our unwillingness to take responsibility for our sin, our blaming of others, our lying to ourselves and those around us abort these glorious results. Our transparent honesty ushers them in like a cleansing, reviving flood.
When was the last time you sat in silence before the Lord and let Him show you the depths of your heart? When have you said, ""Search me, O God, and know my heart. Try me and know my ways; and see if there is any wicked, hurtful way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.""? (Psalm 139:23-24) Perhaps it’s time, right now, to take the steps to remove the boulders of sin that are clogging your relationship with Christ.
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The Word of God is so accurate, complete, and powerful. If we will simply follow God’s directives, all of life will be changed. We will live life with joy and purpose as God intended.
Look at 25 words in 4 verses penned by Paul under God’s inspiration. Adjusting your life to cooperate with God in these ways would transform you this week … and throughout your life!